Thursday, September 23, 2010

I dont know why...

I have always wondered, how could something affect someone so deeply and in such a way that the person has a 'scar' for life. Personally, I myself have not had a pleasant childhood or teenage years. But I was never affected by something that adversely, that it made a mark on my life, and it forced me to make a whole chapter of my life on the consequences of that incident. No! Never!

I mean I've had people tell me that I am inconsiderate, rude, illogical, stupid and immature; but all those adjectives were given to me only because I failed to understand the morals of the society and the people around me. In other terms, I have been brought up to be numb of my immediate surroundings. I've known some friends who were so affected by something that happened in their life that they attempted suicide, which at the time, they thought was apt and absolutely necessary. But my friends, you have to understand that 'ending' is so simple, but continuing and tolerating everything that life throws at you with an open heart and a wide smile, is what separates the men from the boys.

You'll find a dime a dozen emo fucks out there, who think their life is miserable to the core, but when you ask them that what have they done to make it worthwhile and worth the pain; they will be speechless and absolutely dumbfounded. In other words, a donkey cant understand a horse's miseries.

How many times have I seen my friends falling into malicious practices only because they thought their life was not going to get any better. They all suck! I realize it now. All everyone needs is a jolt. A push, a jerk, an emotional failure or even a death to make them realize how lucky they, are to even lead a life in the first place.

Well, I had none of the above, but I have to endure something even more grave and exhilarating. 'Love'

Well, it aint no child's play. It aint that complicated either. Its just a moment, just a glance ,just a feeling that we get when we stare at 'that person'. Till now I've had many such experiences, but none that stood out, except for the one that I have been experiencing. Even the sound of her voice brings goosebumps, imagine what her touch will do to me!

I'm lost my friends, and to the contradiction of this whole post, I do understand what 'a moment', 'a phase', 'a death', 'an experience' can do to all of us. I've been lucky that I always got the colorful end of an already colorful spectrum, but there are so many, who still cant understand what 'being happy' feels like. Lets identify these motherfuckers and tell them, 'We are there for you, come what may!'

P.S. To whoever I might have called a friend and hurt sometime, I am really sorry. I understand what you felt, Now! Please forgive me!

Monday, September 20, 2010

Thinking is such a waste of time!

'I was thinking...'. Now that spells trouble doesn't it. I remember how frightened I used to get when my teacher back in school used to start a sentence like that, because it usually ended with, 'we should send him to another class' or 'we should make him sit separately' because I talked too much! How stupid a reason is that, I was always quick at making friends, and no matter who they seat me with or no matter what class they sent me to, it never worked, I always was outspoken and I always was good at making friends quickly! :)

I remember this time when I was shifted to this other division, because my teachers thought I was a 'bad influence' on the classroom (Std 9 , Div B), and I made it very noisy. And I spent 2 weeks in the new classroom (Std 9 , Div G), and I dont know if you call that coincidence or my doing, but that class turned to one of the nosiest and chaotic classes to ever be. During an examination in my new class (Biology test to be precise), my paper was found on some other dude's table and we both got fucked! If I remember we had normal lash backs and apart from that a '-5 marks' on our test papers (The test was out of 10 and was gonna be counted in our finals). We both scored 5 on 10 even after the penalty. Everyone was confused back then, but now I can confess, the dude copied from me, and I copied from a more reliable source, 'The Textbook". hahahahahaha!   I am so sorry mam! :D :)

(I am so sorry, that was totally out of context, but I just remembered that! ! ! :D )
back to the topic...
 
This line is one of those 'starting a sentence to fuk u up later' lines. No matter what comes out the other end, the guy on the receiving end is always in trouble. And the only reaction to come out of this situation is 'Fuck You!'. How many have you had this line?..."I was thinking that we should just be friends'. Thats what I mean man! Those 3 words put together do more damage than the taliban and the Indian Mujahideen put together! Just cruel! I've had those punch lines 'punched' onto my face, and the feeling my friends aint that great. :|

Why do the cunt muscles have to be so polite when delivering such a blow? It feels like castrating a guy with a rose petal.(If that made sense, I suspect ur smiling by now). How can be 3 words that have no significance whatsoever individually, make us all its bitches? FUCK!

Why cant they just be straight forward and tell us without using this? I mean u can try and heal the wound after; Have we ever heard anyone using air freshener before farting? NO! Atleast we know whats coming then, because otherwise we are so hopeful but later its like a huge block of ice rested on our crotch. Have you ever seen a dog's reaction when he senses food, but gets none because all he was smelling was his smelly owners body odor.

So my people, if you have to hit someone just hit him already. Stop making 10 stories about it! Being gentle helps but not being a contradictorial asshole! (If that is even a word!)

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The queer little think called 'Love'

Crush, Infatuation and what not other words that we come through when we are adolescent. But is Love the real thing that comes out of liking someone? Now you may very literally get confused by the use of Love. Parents and friends alike, we love a lot of people around us, but here am referring to the real deal. The feeling of butterflies in your stomach in anticipation of a simple text message, or the numb feeling that you get when he/she shares with you, how unbreakable that 'bond' you share has become.

If you guys are wondering, Yes! I'm in love. So whats wrong in that? I mean its a feeling that doesn't show up much in my monotonous and robotic life, but its the thing that keeps me going. She told me, Paolo Coelho says, 'If you can see that beam of light on the left shoulder of the person who you have feelings for, are real soul mates'. As an agnostic I totally believe in that, may be soul mates do exist, but I have found mine, and it feels good. Where not a sound is required to speak, vision not required to see and presence not required to feel, that is true Love.

Not the adolescent terms that we keep hearing. Very frankly I've used this term 'Love' so many times, to woo girls, to get close to them, heck! to even get into their pants. But now do I understand the actual significance. I thought Love was just fictitious, cannot exist and cannot be understood, a tool for the weak hearted. But I was so wrong!

It is such a strong word, that brings peace of mind amidst chaos, steady thinking amongst confusion and very importantly a will and a purpose to live and do better. I've always been fickle minded and idiotic about my decisions in life, always did what I wanted to do and never gave a fuck about another being in the world. But that has steadily changed. Now I have kept a job for more than 2 months, I have gone back to reading, I respect people a lot more now, I have started studying again, I've become more dedicated. The uninteresting don't seem uninteresting anymore, the boring don't seem boring anymore, I listen to songs I've never heard before (Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun), I even try to lose weight, something which I have never done!

People say long distance relationships don't work, I say screw them! Sometimes in life you got to run before you can walk. And this is more than run, this is like a sprint of hasty decisions, feelings and much more. I know this aint like my usual posts, because you haven't laughed as yet. But this thing has been inside me for a long time. I thought of sharing this thing, with you guys, so that you don't miss your train, like I almost did.

Just remember, Everyone says life's too complicated, but have we really tried to sit and untangle it? Think before we act we say, but do we? We preach, but do we practice? Lets become a little more sensitive guys, a little more affectionate and a lot more adorable. I love you you all, but especially you!

P.S. I found her, hiding in plain sight. Hence sometimes we gotta check our side of the fence before we venture out eh? :)

I promise you the next post will surely be a little more friendly and a lot funnier. But this one was for me and her! :) I Love You Dear! Mwwwwwaaaah!

Friday, September 17, 2010

One Liners Girls 'Shouldn't Use' in the morning after sex!

Hey guys, I was thinking a lot about what to write about that would be funny and exhilarating at the same time. I could come up with nothing. This is a simple compilation of the worst one liners ever! :D :)

P.S. Some are from personal experiences, but most are from other friends! And they are all real, which led all of us guys to be so sad after 'The Night'. Try to imagine the actual scene and recite these, so that you can feel what's going on. And if you think you're gonna die of laughter, go ahead and die! :) :D

Lines Girls Shouldn't use on the morning after sex:
1. "Aaaaaaaahh! Who are you!"
2. "Why does my mouth hurt?"
3. "What the fuk were you thinking?"
4. "That was 'Alright' I guess"
5. "You were good, but i've been with better"
6. "I think I'm still a virgin!"
7. "I think we shouldn't get drunk the next time."
8. "ohhhh! YOU!"
9. "You need practice."
10. "Please make me some coffee."
11. "I think I have to turn lesbian now."
12. "Please don't call me later"
13. "I don't think that was bad at all."
14. "You are 'small'."
15. "Why do you kiss so hard? I have a headache now!"
16. *farts*
17. "Oooops!"
18. "Do you have any weed left?"
19. "I feel violated."
20. "I Love you!"
21. "I hate you!"
22. "Do we know each other?"
23. "Please don't tell my sister about last night."
24. *farts again*
25. "WooooooW! You were OK!"
26. "I want some food!"
27. "I hope you have no STD"
28. "Are you gay?"
29. "Are you bi?"
30. "That was disgusting!"
31. "Don't ever try that with any other girl again!"
32. "Homerun! Another Virgin banged!"
33. "You should stick to the things you're good at!"
34. *thinks for a while*, "I'm still thinking about what to say."
35. *screams*, "You! You.....you look like my younger brother!"
36. "You know darling....I was a guy once."

Girls! Please know that almost all the guys out there like 'silence' in the morning. So no matter what you say, you will still end up as the '37th' point! :D :)

Cheers! :D :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

The Laws of 'Dating'

Hello my peeps! I know this title has already taken ur eyes and concentration of anything you were doing, prior to viewing this blog! :) I am in Dubai, and 'dating' for me only means the process of plucking date from the trees and selling them in the market! :| I hate it here! There is absolutely no social life here! And every girl you see is either white and already dating, or is a filipino and am not interested! :|

So to remove my frustration am writing this, I have got a lot of views by a lot of different people in the last week, and almost every girl told me that I portrayed girls in a very wrong way, 'Dumb and Immature' are the exact words used! So this time, I'll try being neutral (Although I think that's highly impossible!). Have fun.

Wat does force us to date? I mean I know 12 year olds who date now! At their age I was busy realizing the multiple uses of my penis, I didn't even know what the female organ was called, and the 'realization' part may have involved the internet and magazines! :D
I mean ftw! Do they even get an erection at that age? How do they know wat 'dating' is? Is it more like an experiment? What do they do when they 'hang out'! Am so disgusted right now! I feel like I had been left behind in that chain. I mean I started quite early, but not @ 12!

Thus I conclude, dating for us being teenagers is nothing but just a point to prove. No one gives a fuck what the other person in the relationship's thinking, we are so overcome by the forces of society and the whole social curve where everyone is dating everybody that we end up doing that stupid mistake ourselves. I mean take my example, I've been out of the business so long that its not wrong if I start calling myself a virgin again! Even my dear friend Bhatta does not have such a bad fate I guess :D So these are just a few of the couples that you will find roaming around. Mind you I have characterized from my personal experiences and experiences of friends.

1. The Goner and the Goon
I just love this couple. Its like the best and sweetest combo ever! All us boys know that girls have that soft spot for the 'wounded puppy' and the 'wanted criminal', I mean that is just in our genes to show u how 'wounded' or how 'bad' we are, to prove a point. Well the girl in this one has not totally been duped. The guy is notorious, I mean even his name derives fear and respect, but he at the same time is such a good catch for the girl. She aint dumb by any means, its the basic alpha male alpha female pairing, she loves hanging out with a guy who is assured to protect her and make her feel wanted. I dare not say anything bad about these 2! Your relationship's gonna last alrite!

2. The Poser and the Doser
This is like the Laurel and Hardy of the dating business! The guy's a total dopehead, or even better a total 'Boom Shankar'. The chic is uber wannabe, she has no fancies of herself, she lives on someone else's whims and fancies, no backbone and such an uber pain in the ass! She is uber rich and will flaunt the name of her father at the slightest signal of trouble. (:P name of her father sounded so 'pope'! ) The guy's a gone case, I mean at some point in life she will obviously just lose him, but the guy is so lucky to have such an 'open minded' girl who also turns out to be hot in some perverse way. (Yuck! *pukes*). You can do nothing but stare at this couple and wonder 'What The Fuck is Wrong with Society!'. Pairs like these are so common, that they are ready to file for a different constituency for themselves.

3. The Sucker and the 'Suckee'
What does the name suggest? I mean where the fuck do i come up with this shit! :)
No hard feelings for this kind of girl, but its almost a 100% sure that most of guys have lost our virginity to you. You are amazing, and can never be forgotten, you collect virginities like its going out of fashion or something. The guy knows what he's in for, but does he give a fuck in the end? He knows what he's gonna ''get'' out of it in the end of it all. They are not emotional at all. In fact, the guy's still realizing his manhood, and the chic is just giving him a hand. Get a real girl dude! Be atleast Half the man that she is!

3. The Queen and the 'Bean'
This is the couple which every one of us look at and wonder, "How does a dude like that score a smoking hot piece of meat like that?" But this relationship's almost totally emotional! I mean have you even seen the guy? I cant even say that the girl's gonna..... Haha! But eventually she does teach him the main aspects of beauty, that it's not related to how you look, but your smartness and behavior. I bet you know atleast one of this kind. I just love them, because the guy is so helpless, you can take his help to get back on to the girl. ( You know what I mean, Revenge!) As it turns out she's your 'ex'! :( . And then you wonder, if her choice's that bad, I was part of that 'choice', then you start doubting yourself, and end of story!

4. The Fat Sting and the Ugly Duckling
They are the least famous batchmates, not so blessed in the looks, not smart, awesomely shy! I bet you just had atleast a million names jump to your mind. They are sorta doing each other a favor. This is the best example of social pressure of dating, I mean they are so desperate to date each other, they end up choosing someone they dont like at all, but eventually it all just works itself out. This couple is really smart and they eventually turn out to be cool individuals also, very fun and knowledgeable to talk to.

5. The 'COUPLE'
I Hate this pairing! These people are the sole reason that half the other relationships around them keep failing! I hate them! :)

I want to come up with more...but this time I leave it to you guys....just use the "Comments" to fill up a pair that I might have missed. Make it raunchy and make it as close to your heart as u can, Please know that being abusive and picking on someone is not going to get you into trouble. So you can come here and take revenge also! :)

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

"Wateva!"

Its high time I come up with what I like to write about. I love to publish my take on everything. It may be right, it may be wrong, it may be too judgmental, but they are my views in the end, and I promise you, the least that comes out of it will be humor! :)

So there is this thing that a friend of mine 'Priyanka' told me about, this thing where girls keep using "wateva". I mean c'mon guys! How many times have we been so very upset, frustrated and depressed by the use of that term by the "bitches". But at the same time, its the same word that can mean so much in certain situations, and the adjective changes all of a sudden from 'bitch' to 'angel'. :) How pathetic are we? How can the use of one word mean so much to us? We are supposed to have our brains in our dicks! But at the end of it all, it just makes for a very good read. And if you didn't like the read, get back to me on how I could have changed it, provide me your home address, so that......'I can come there and kill you, you pathetic piece of shit!'

1. Boy : 'You wanna get a drink sometime?'
Girl : "Wateva..."
This is the first situation and obviously the most common one. This is like the ball crusher! I mean once that word comes out of her mouth, it feels like she unbuttoned my pants and then cut my ball sack from right under my nose. This is the sign of cold indifference, the girl thinks you haven't done enough to deserve that opportunity or the other case is you are outright ugly, and hence she means NO (with attitude and tone!). I mean c'mon dude, everyone has a right to be ugly, but if your the fucker who abuses that privilege, how could you even think of asking her out in the first place?

Meaning = No.

2. Boy : 'Who the fuck do you think you are?'
Girl : 'Wtf! *long pause, disgusted look* ..Wateva!'
She cares for you man, and you just threw shit on her face. No girl's gonna just wipe the shit clear and get back to you. I mean even if the shit was dry o sumin it wouldn't have mattered, but that was as good as throwing fresh wet human faeces on her face bro! Good luck getting her back!

Meaning = Fuck Off!

3. Boy : 'You have to have fight bout everything there is? I mean just say you're wrong for a change?'
Girl : 'Yeah! Like that's gonna happen! Wateva'
This is the most depressing situation. You know she is wrong in this argument, Heck! Even she knows she's wrong in this argument, but then sometimes she needs to prove that she has bigger balls than you rite? (Metaphorically, unless u know Bobby Darling personally!). She has just lost her pride in this fight, but since an argument always ends with the girl saying the last word, there is pretty much no use in saying anything at all. Like a good thought says, 'In every argument the girl has the last word. Any word by a man after that is the start of a new argument'. So Just Back Off and stay low...:)

meaning = She cant admit she's wrong!

4. Boy : 'I love you so much, I cannot stop thinking about you!'
Girl : 'Hehehehehehehehe, Whadevvvaaaaa! Idiot!'
You got her bro, I mean you can declare her your property now and show everyone the 'trophy'. And start being yourself again, the friends, the booze, the computer, now you're a happy man. Congratulations.

5. Boy : *crack a stupid joke* *laughs very stupidly*
Girl : 'whodeva!'
She was just disgusted by that joke of yours! But she kinda likes it. You know what the people say, the girl is not totally open with you unless she farts in your presence! Well, she definitely isn't that open, but then, you're getting there. You have finally proven that you have the sufficient amount of humor to impress her and win her over! :D :)

meaning = I love you too.

6. Boy : *staring at another girl* 'WoW, You're beautiful'
Girl : "Well thanks...." *sees u staring at the chic* "Wateva..." *walks off*
You're in deep shit my brother! :D You're so fucked! I mean, even George Bush wasn't fucked this bad by the Al Qaida! Hohohohoho! You're chance of .....Duh! You're so dead! hahahahaha!
P.S. I smell a brunt asshole! :D

meaning = fuck you ^ infinity

7. Girl : *Its 'that' time of the month* 'Waddddeeeevvvvvvaaaaa!'
This chic is uber frustrated coz of her rising hormones, please don't tell me you do not know why her hormones are rising(I conclude that you're either a virgin or bhatta! :D ). If you still did not understand, go ask a chic what PMS is, and mind you am not responsible for any of her actions. :D :)

meaning = stay the fuck away from her!

Well my friends, I tried my best, I hope this helps in some way or the other :D I hope its mostly the 'other'! :P


P.S. I need that girlfriend asap! Even if it's made of silicon and costs 65$ :D :)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

'Complementation'

We all deal with anxieties, troubles and all the regular bull shit; from life and the other preemptive sources. I have not met that single guy who hasn't met with the situation where he thought 'shitting in his pants' would be simpler! I mean c'mon, who's life is perfect? We may all think that we have the maximum load on our shoulders. But don't forget my friends, even a dick (not literally :P) has his own share of problems that he/she thinks is too much to handle.

For me though, its more like a learning curve. I don't mind the problems, but its the company that I am with when I am in trouble is what matters. For 99 out of 100 times, I'm let down, betrayed or even been hurt by the people I call 'Friends'. And every time I face this there is always one thing that comes to my mind "MotherFucking Bastard!". My mom summed it all up in the best way possible, no matter how you play it, a friend will always terminate in an 'end'.

But I beg to differ. I've met those 'hearty' souls, who have truly been there made it easier. Mind you, its not like they made all my troubles just disappear, in fact most of the times it turned out the exact opposite. When I am in trouble, they make sure that they make it worse for me :P :D.
But they have their own ways of helping out. Some offer emotional back up, some monetary, some sheer muscle; but in the end its their presence that matters above all else!

But then there are those unfortunate ones too, who cant understand the value of coal before its refined and turned into diamond. Fucking cunts I say! May they end up in Heaven for the pussies that they have been through out their lives!

So my patrons, remember, respect and love is not given or demanded, its earned and to be cherished! And if you didn't understand the above sentence, I suggest you go fuck yourself.

Cheers! To all my friends and to all my enemies too.


P.S. I still need that girl. I promise you, I wont stare at your boobs when am talking to you. :)

Monday, September 6, 2010

'The' Influence!

As you all know, I am a die hard metal fan, I mean I eat metal, I drink metal, heck, I even sell metal i.e. I am a salesman selling structural steel. Well that definitely counts! :)

But I have also been wondering what made me start this addiction, I mean if it was harmful I would have been in rehabilitation like a million times already! :) But how did this bug catch on to my volkswagon sized balls (although I just thought them to be 'Blue' of-late, but I want it to be seen as aesthetically pleasing. Omfg! I love this line from 'The Ugly Truth') Well I used to be a cartoon freak, just like all the kids in my school, just like all the regular 1o year olds, and one of my favorites was 'Swat Kats'. I mean T-Bone and Razor and 'Commander' just blew my head off, till the time when Cartoon Network fucked everything up by turning 'Hindi'. And it sucked to lissen to 'Bade Meow' and 'Chote Meow', I mean how could I digest that kinda stupid shit! They just ruined my childhood by turning CN into a Hindi kids channel! ftw! MotherFuckers! All of them! (I know this is common for most of the guys reading this article too! :D Hell yeah!)

But that aint the point, I was 10 or 11 when I watched this show, and very surprisingly, apart from their 'jet' and their uber personalities, the other thing that kept me glued was their insanely out of the world theme music. I mean I could not miss those 30 seconds of their theme music, I mean something Tingled, like people have butterflies when they see that chic in skool, or mebbe the feeling when you have had too much to eat, or the feeling when you are standing at the principal's office and its dead silent. The same feeling that had suspense and thrill and sheer exhilaration, I got butterflies listening to a modified version of Black Sabbath's 'Children of the Grave'. A lot sassier than the original track, but it did the job.

There is one embarrassing confession to make, I used to be a hardcore Hindi movie fan, it may not seem 'cool' for many of you, but that is just the fact, so better digest it or I'll make it digest for you :X. And very surprisingly, even Hindi movies back then had Metal songs in it! I know, I know, you probably dont believe me. But check out this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6NP2dAj5ZM&feature=fvw. This is from the 1990 Aamir Khan starrer, Dil. Yeah, That's Iron Maiden's 'Aces High'. Imagine that shit! Very surprisingly, other than the fact that this movie is uber hilarious and I haven't seen this movie in the past 15 years, the only memory of this movie for me was that 10 second part of the movie! Please dont confuse this scenario, I didn't even know there was any other kind of music other than bollywood music back then. :) I was cute, I was young, I was naive and I had 'Hair' on my head. :|

Now you can probably see that 'it' was already in me, the recognition of the tritone, the metal attributes and the choice in music slowly evolved over time, but the principles still remain the same! Metalhead for life! \m/

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Obscurity..

I've gotten a little serious with my last post and its time I let a little steam out the ass eh? :P
Am back to thinking straight now after a long time, I have always been fickle minded and I can get distracted from anything by the drop of a pin. No I wasn't uber energetic as a kid, I was the most silent kid there could be.

But now there is this dilemma in my mind, how really can we guys use the immense vastness of the internet to our advantage. I have been pondering for a long time on what to do if I move back to India, I wont have any money, no friends anymore, no place to stay; but very weirdly those facts didn't scare me. The thing that scared me the most was that I would not be able to use the Internet and log on to facebook like I usually do, and get in touch with the 'group'. By group I strictly refer to the people I like chatting with or like screwing their minds over the internet. (Bhatta!) Its become more essential than water and food for me, but I have to agree that it does nothing constructive for me. I mean yeah I can keep in touch with my friends back in India, but apart from that I have never used the Internet to my advantage other than a few google searches about things I may not know.

This is the list of sites I have come up with that you can use for any kind of mood :

1. http://jdsmanstories.net/
What's the last time you saw a movie from the 'American Pie' series. Ever wondered, if it was all real? Well this site is your one stop shop for the hilarious of the 'all over the world sex stories'. And the best part is, though the articles are published only by guys, even girls can read this and have the best laugh ever! I mean I found this site one night and I just couldn't stop reading! You in the mood to laugh, go ahead and make your browser a little use

2.http://www.wikipedia.org/
You don't need an introduction to this site. Everyone has used this site one time or the other. Its the fastest growing site on the internet. Though 65% of all the contents posted are never read, but it only shows you the magnitude of content it holds. Its a good site to just sit and read too. Plus it has the section where they show you the daily global news, Keeps all of us up to date.

3.http://www.urbandictionary.com/
Ever thought, 'omfg! I am not understanding half the things he's writing.' *Bangs his head to the desk* Well, this is your way out. I mean i can think of a time when i searched everywhere for the meaning of 'Kvlt', but in the end this site came to my rescue. Want your lingo to be with the times? Don't want yourself to be ridiculed as the 'Grandma' of ur times? Try this.

4. http://www.youtube.com/user/kevjumba?blend=1&ob=4
Well, you have got my first link for a few laughs, but that requires patient reading. I know atleast 90% of all my friends would rather listen to music and watch some boring TV show than read. So, this is my gift to you fuckers! Help yourself. Kevin's a friend and he has been sharing all his thoughts about everything on youtube for the past 4 years! Plus his father roxx! "Suck on noodles" :D :P

5. www.facebook.com
You dont need an intro to this, and if you do, please close this blog immediately you schmuck! :|

Well, that's just my compilation. Please note that these are just some of the sites I visit daily. Sites like southcast and Podcast I have not mentioned. I enjoy my time with this. I hope I helped you some way. If I did not, FUCK YOU!


P.S. I need a GirlFriend! :|

Friday, September 3, 2010

What is?

Before you start to read this, I would like you to know, that I meant no harm against anyone and that these views are solely mine and mine alone. I don't want anyone to be influences by what I write, but at least give it a thought.

Hey guys, sorry for the delay, but I have been through a lot recently, and it is only fair to write it all out. Some people remove their frustration by being aggressive, some listen to good music, some eat, some starve, some die with pent up emotions, all I do is try to give a piece of me to the world so that they know my mistakes and don't do the same.

I had been to India recently, and I realized how hollow our system of family and moral values that we have been taught since the early years is. I mean what's the last time that you can think of where you were allowed to take your own decision and not follow what someone else told you. When was the last time that we did not have the 'Herd' mentality. How robotic are we really? I mean even a beggar does more creative outputs to this world than we do. We are just slaves of humanity, or in other terms a government inside a government that we cal 'society'. Society includes everyone you know and all the other people you may not know too. I remember as a child I was always told to be a 'good boy', and if I did something that was wrong according to them, I would be told be like a person 'X' who I didn't even know, but still my parents found it appropriate to compare me with him. I am not him, 'PERIOD'.

Today, I dont know even one guy amongst my friends, who live 'their' life. Now you may ask, 'Why did I emphasize on 'their'?' But the answer is really simple, because we never live 'our' lives. We are never taught the actual meaning of 'life' in school are we, we are just told that it is a period of one's life that starts with birth and ends with death. There always is an ulterior motive behind all that we do. But then we are all homo sapiens, and its in our DNA to be selfish, I mean that is exactly what makes us 'human' after all.

What would happen if everyone realized that we are all living lives that has been bound on us, without asking our opinions without inquiring whether we are alright with others making our decisions. We just follow the norms that others have laid according to what they might think is right or wrong. Get a graduation, go abroad to get an MBA, get a high paying job, earn a lot of money, make your life, find a wife, get kids and die unfulfilled and alone in the end. Money, Sex, Fame are just the tip of the iceberg. Have we ever thought why isn't 'love' a part of anyone 'becoming successful' agenda? We are all just the same, no liberties, not allowed to use our brains, something that Pink Floyd showed excellently in their video of "Another Brick in the Wall".

I don't want to imply that all of us just start rebelling against society, and get caught by the cops, or start an NGO that helps humanity. I'm just implying that we just 'Live' our lives for a change, according to what we would want to do with it.

In the end, I would just say, I am making one of the most important decisions in my life right now, and I will not hold anyone responsible if I fail miserable and end up begging in life, at the same time I will not share my success with anyone either. Its mine to have, and I shall have it.

I am off to lead my life according to what my heart's saying, are you?